Dont know why I reli like this
It’s actually so depressing when you make someone your first priority that you can’t even go to sleep without talking to them, when the other person barely cares about you and you’re just another regular person to them.
• Grades are more important than your morals,emotional & physical health
• How to hate people in general
• To want to quit life weekly
• How to text/eat in class without getting caught
• Why I will never amount to anything
It’s the empty kind of feeling you get when you realise you’ve been left behind again and there’s nothing you can do. And your world turns upside down but you feel too empty to even hurt or care. And the rest of the world keeps on turning but you are left stuck where you were on the floor trying to pick yourself up ready for the cycle to start all over again. And the rest of the world is treating you like you are week, and pathetic, because they dont understand. abd you cant blame them, how on earth could they understand. what it is to unconditionally love a perfect man who makes your every second worth a million. but a man who cant stay. Who can never stay. And all you can do is try to convince yourself that you’re strong enough. And hope and pray that you’re right. So tired of being on my own when your out there and you’re mine. But you’re gone again and I hate this :(
I haven’t had a cuddle or a kiss in nearly 4 months now, and in 21 days I get to hold my fiancé again for the first time. And I can not wait!!!!! <3 my baby boy is coming home :D
World’s Most Beautiful Abandoned Places
Italian product manager and web designer Francesco Mugnai recently added a collection of images to his blog touting some of the most beautiful images of abandoned spots and modern ruins that he’d ever seen. The images Mugnai has captured come from empty castles, shuttered power plants, and dilapidated churches around the world. From a sunken yacht in Antarctica to a forever-closed amusement park in Japan, these images all make up a sort of anti-phoenix; rather than rising as new from the ashes, these husks remain preserved in decomposition, forcing viewers to confront the strange beauty of ruination.
I like being busy. I’ve been ridiculously busy the last few weeks doing tech and that and I’ve been ok. I haven’t been ok in months. But at the moment I’m ok. And that’s good. 34 sleeps. I can do this. :)